A 20 years year old male asked:
9 months ago
Hello, I have troubles relating to people in terms of empathy. I see virtually everyone as beneath me and as tools to achieve whatever desire/want I will. I also dont really feel emotions but its extremely easy to fake them(emotions) when i want to maipulate people. I don't like being around people. I enjoy torturing animals and sometimes people when i have the chance to. I also have deep dark desires that most people would classify as evil and I hear a voice in my mind that i regularly engage in conversations with(very lenghtly conversations) and it is sometimes hard for me to distinguish reality from the other world.I regularly enter ("the other world" is in my mind)(for example sometimes when i get angry(and even times when I'm not angry) i go into "the world" and i do odd thing such as punching glass, stabbing whoever is near me, etc and then i come out of the world and realize i had been standing there the entire time. I dont want help or to "change". I just want to know what is up with me.